HellesonQuest is really a true Journey. A journey of how real people fail and how a very Real GOD doesn't.
Since the last post- All Hell broke loose. Falling was made possible by the enemy. Being caught/held was made a thrill-ride by the Lord. I kinda will describe this past year and a half like taxing down the runway in a fast jet, the lift and the long exhale of security and weightlessness.
I am really thankful of the trip along the way, I try super hard to keep my eyes open and take it all in. I love life, I love how its orchestrated even against my ability to comprehend..
Do I feel special? Yes. Do I think it can only happen to me and not you? No. I believe exactly what the Word says. He, the Lord God, is No Respecter of Persons.
What's good for me is good for you too.
Update then move forward-----------------------------------------> Ok, Eston.. Yep, he is in college doing very well. He totally turned it over to the Lord and whalah. President of the Campus Crusaders for Christ, Training in hopes of volunteering as a missionary flying for Wings for Christ. Air Traffic Control school etc. and so on. He has come so far and only by the grace of God. I must say, without us saying a word, Eston knew. He knew all the bad stuff and knew what he needed to do to get away from it. Granted his dad is still up to his old tricks- but..........Eston is wiser and more aware and is seeking the Lord.
Us..... Bumpbumbummmp. Yes, I feel like its us against the Crood's! Change is GOOD......
We once again manage to survive the wiles of this world. Its good. Kids are growing. Lots of change. Kori is driving and that's weird. Josh is nearly a full fledged teen and that's weird. Matthew is still sweet and little. Lawsuits were not fun, but we managed. I am still not thrilled at the total outcome, knowing Eston knows the truth- priceless. Me possible never actually knowing the truth on the other lawsuit- totally aggravating. I am so bigmouthed and transparent that I cannot comprehend a devious secret keeper, all I can do is not be Shocked at anything ever again..... I prepare myself daily to not be shocked, to walk through it and keep total dependence on the Lord. HE is my security blanket.
Well, Maybe I will continue this journey on here publicly, or maybe I will eventually get tired of talking. Nobody really cares, its just an online journal hoping I wont forget........
