As much as I want to be mean spirited and totally lambaste my mother in law whom has once again annihilated her son publicly via my name- but we get the point. Its not worth it to try to reason with an unreasonable spirit. I can't fathom the mean spirit that she has or that alot people have with ruining people lives. I can't imagine the inner hate and inner turmoil that must go on to sabotage another. I have never known her any other way. I could describe this as routine, but we are finally putting an end to being apart of the psychotic lifestyle they have made for themselves.
I have come to realize that some people have just merely settled and made it a way of life. They have allowed the enemy to take up residence and become them. I don't believe in some cases that they are even in there anymore. I'm sure with true sense of wanting to be free that they could be delivered- but in this case, I believe its a way of life. They like it and believe its Good.
I remember in the beginning how confused I was with this lady whom wore religious paraphernalia like it was skin. Whom talked God and Jesus. Whom is a Missionary or so they say, a deacon at the baptist church or their words, and oh lets not forget the greatest accomplishment of the Baylor Choir, blah blah blah and all the other religious mess you can think of. I was confused because they are very prejudice against people and used the N word constantly or any other slang you can think of. They are very obese and unhealthy- yet cut down others and made fun of people. They prayed in the name of Jesus, yet watched trash TV and filth and filthy talk and jokes. Very selfish and greedy- mostly due to being in control. I was confused. At first, I thought it was the Baptist way , since so many from this affiliation of church behaved this was. Then I realized it was a WAY OF LIFE. A Choice. Not a religion, a way of life, a habit of living,..
It saddens me that you can Not RECKON with the enemy. You can not speak rationalism into an irrational spirit. Cruel people are just that...... CRUEL. All you can do is hope that the people that are witnesses to the battles can truly walk away and forget. You can only hope that people can weed through the prayers and the curses. You can only hope that the LORD is at work and truly has a purpose for what your going through, after all, theres got to be a reason for it RIGHT? Cruel people build Character in others.... or so I hope.
There are sick people everywhere, in desperate need of Jesus. There are some whom think they have arrived and are Pharisee's, they mock, they defame, they spit in the face of those truly following the Messiah, the Savior........They Kill. Then there are those low of spirit and of heart whom are hungry for the unconditional love of Christ. Ahhh, to be refreshed, to be loved, is the Most awesome thing in this world. My prayers are not for this relationship restored. No. But for the Lord to make them new, to come into their lives and make them new, new in Him. Their countenance will change, their word usage will change, the programs they watch will change and how they deceive and treat people will change. They will no longer hide behind labels and religious paraphernalia. Our prayers are for them to totally surrender to the Lord. To give up. To cast away all evilness in their lives and only allow what is good and right in. I pray they truly accept Jesus and put nothing else before Him.
If being Mean Spirited in a part of your life, ask the Lord to come in, to cleanse you, to make you New in Him. Ask Him to OPEN your heart and Open your eyes. Ask Him to take over your entire life and make you who HE wants you to be. Renounce the Devil and Announce you choose JESUS.
If this is something that you have done, then remember to put Good stuff in and the Good stuff will overflow out of you and onto others. It is impossible to fill your self with God and pour out wicked evil things- no matter how much you pray in public or try to make people think your of Him.
What goes in...................Flows out,, Fill yourself with Jesus! People should not be shocked and confused when you speak or when you write and do such horrible things, you should be a reflection of the one whom loves you, whom created you<3 p="p">
